Why?

A child's favourite question. But WHY? The hardest qustion to answer. Why? I don't know...or I don't want to know.

If I was an actor playing my role, I would ask myself...What is my motivation? But as an actor playing me as a character, I would ask myself "...what is my motivation?". However, an actor would also be bringing themselves into the role and would never be able to give a 100% true interpretation of the character.

Which means, I'm the only person that can really see me and be me.

What IS my motivation?

Why do I do certain things? When did these behaviours become patterns? So, again...WHY?

It's not like an answer on a test. It's not something you can study and memorize. Rather, it's like a puzzle that you have to work out.

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?